Nicole Kidman is admitting that she was "terrified" when she realized she couldn't breastfeed, asking "where's my milk?" The actress shares daughters Sunday Rose, 16, and Faith Margaret, 14, with husband Keith Urban and shares daughter Bella,

Dia Dipasupil/WireImage Nicole Kidman is getting candid about her early motherhood struggles. The Oscar winner, 57, was already a mother of two when she and her husband, Keith Urban, welcomed their eldest daughter,

She looked to a close family member to help her through it. Nicole Kidman is a proud mother to her four children, but after giving birth for the first time, fear quickly started setting in because she struggled with a milestone that women often get the chance to experience with their newborn babies.